Snapshots of my Life

Hubby is away since Friday night to bring her mother to her final resting place in their hometown in the province. We were not able to go as I am still recovering from my operation and I really feel bad because I really wanted to be with hubby.

Since Friday, I feel so sad and depress. Since hubby is busy attending to friends and relatives who is condoling with them, there are times that hubby can’t answer my text and calls right away. Because of that, I feel paranoid and a lot of things are going through my mind. Is hubby mad at me because I was not able to go with him? Does hubby find me to fat already that I need to take slimming pills? Or he is a very strong person that I sometimes feel that he doesn’t need me in his life.

I know, I know these are all just product of my wild imagination. I am really glad that I was able to talk to hubby this morning and he assured me that I need not worry and I am really happy to hear that they are driving back to Manila this afternoon. This means that hubby will be home tomorrow morning. I really can’t wait.

Could this be a symptom of my postpartum depression?